I hate waking up early. Let's someone eat the disgusting worm.

I'm not interest in a relationship or sex. I must rebuild my life without someone toxic. That's important to me. I must come first

warning. A fair warning. If u don't want any spoilers before the TV show start every night, do NOT be on the Internet!

@SimonCowell & @britneyspears is on @TheEllenShow to talk about the second premiere of @TheXFactorUSA on FOX Wednesday & Thursday

I must let go of the anger and the resentment in order to move forward w/ my life. It's not helping matters to hold onto the past

I better put down twitter & watch thevoice on NBC. The iphone is distracting me, but not as much as @therealxtina's boobs!

thevoice the female country singer went to Blake Shelton. No surprise there. Shock me to the fierce hell!

thevoice third season. Love the black singer. It's so moving! I really thought she was a guy. LOL gay

Does anyone know how to fix this ongoing problem? The RCA digital box is causing it every day at 7 PM on antennatv http://t.co/H1YX7aeP

Mike can't find his black bag. He forgot where we put it. I have no ideal either. It have been over two years since he moved back

Mike is packing up more stuff. We are being civilized. No fighting. LOL. Fighting is a waste of time. There's no point to fighting.

I must go to a "special effects" place in Hollywood. I can make Mike to disappear forever. I won't get in big trouble w/ the police

DMV called my number, G101. I went to window 16. I paid $26 for the new driver's license. I took a pic. It will come in 10 days.

An Asian couple have a cute dog at DMV, where dogs are NOT allowed. They didn't get in trouble. Top it all, neither of them was blind.

DMV is boring as hell. I'm still waiting for a driver's license. I think one more hour to go. My number is G101. It's now G075.

I'm not complaining. I was merely stating a fact.

I believed I can NOT have SSI supplemental security income AND medicaid as long I'm over the $2,000 limit at the bank. That sucks

I'm on the way to social security office to deal with the government stealing $707 from my bank account. I'm majorly mad. SSI

Killing someone is easy. Covering up the murder is hard. Solving the murder mystery is harder. Getting someone like perrymason is hardest

I may take a nap soon. I'm getting sleepy. I really hate naps. It's very hard to fall asleep at night.

Today is one full week w/o Mike at my apartment. Seriously, he moved out on August 30, 2012, Thursday night. I don't miss him

I came back from grocery shopping. It's already too hot. I'm sweating big time. The fan is on me.

I hate when I can't get some TV channels. I can't watch my shows. I hate when the channel keep on messing up. Sometimes, digital TV sucks!

I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown. It's very scary.

I mopped the floor in the apartment. I use bleach on the floor. I need to buy more bleach. I ran out. Mopping is tiresome. LOL

I don't like when some tv seasons are split into volumes on DVD. I won't buy them at all. Just put the whole season on DVD

I turned on the AC. So badly, I want to throw up. It can't be the chicken soup. My body is still not agreeing w/ the drugs. It's too much!

Good morning! Good afternoon! Good evening! Good night! Wherever u are at, please have a awesome morning, afternoon, evening & night!

What a boring day, just like my life. I don't want that drama I went through for a long time. No more drama! From now on, peace

The best thing about cell phones. We can call from anywhere! The worst thing. We don't know where the stalker is calling from.

I have a bad temper. All the anger I built throughout the years. Sadly, the anger comes from the toxic relationship w/ Mike.

I started to follow someone. @chunknugget have 666 tweets! Dear Lord! Why me? That's bad omen! http://t.co/ufQ1d3Ij

I'm trying to send a tweet with a picture on tweetdeck. It's taking forever! I don't have all night. I need my beauty sleep

dishes are piling up. I'm soaking them right now. http://t.co/rpxIvoIe http://t.co/h2kzaskH

My dishes are piling up. Am I lazy or what? http://t.co/X5cJd8oB

Nikki: OMG! You can walk. Jack: Yes, I can. I'm walking away from u. Classic Jack Abbott. I love him on young & restless. yr

How can I wash my favorite bathroom rug? I don't want to throw it away. http://t.co/LUMNumYR

I'm not being mean or hateful about Mike. Just realistic. I know him since 1999. He was like that, even before I met him. alcoholic

I wished the best for Mike. I don't think he's serious of getting help. Sadly, his main concern is a job. He must get help first!

Mike showed his bruise on his right arm at the bus stop. The bruise was black. He is a danger to himself. http://t.co/txH8Awwt

At the bus stop with Mike on Alvarado & Sunset for bus 200. There was police activity in the same area. http://t.co/S9tcisZr

Mike looked through his stuff tonight. He was packing too. He's on the way to his brother's place right now. http://t.co/fFvN1web

At the bus stop at Sunset & Alvarado w/ Mike. Bus 200. The police arrested someone at the liquid store. It's not Mike. LOL

I'm taking him to the bus. The bag is too heavy for him. His back is hurting. I'm tempted to say "stay the night & leave in the AM"

Mike think he's bad. He is not. He have an alcohol problem. He's not a violent drunk. He must be serious and stop drinking

I let Mike in the apartment. He didn't want to come in. I gave him some bus fare. He want to live w/ his brother. He's leaving soon.

I was taping the phone call. Mike called again. He's outside.

Mike called few minutes ago. I didn't pick up the phone. He claimed "he didn't know what he did." Do I have to spell it out?

I went outside just now. It's nicely cool. Sadly, my apartment is a hot oven. Even with the fan on. It's still hot inside.

A lie can cost u your freedom. Isn't that right, Casey Anthony? Sadly, the truth doesn't set u free in this case. LOL caseyanthony

I love the French word, Fin. What a powerful word to use. That's my new motto for alcoholic Mike. The end of us, starting now. Fin

Life is quite different when u have a deadly disease. The disease will change one's life drastically for the better or the worst. LIVE LIFE!

The nurse said the security guard can take the bag to him in bed 8. It will be another 20 minutes. I gave him the bag & left. alcohol

The nurse want me to stay. Truthfully, I don't want to. There's nothing else I could do. The rest is up to Mike & the hospital

I told the hospital nurse that he took some medication w/ alcohol, plus he cough up some blood. I hoped he will stay for a few days

The firemen should have help us. I'm taking Mike to the hospital. I have his AIDS medication & vodka. I will say he took them together

I took him to the nearby fire station. I mentioned he was passed out. The fireman said let him go & he's walking. Very stupid!

Andrew De Leon was damn awesome on agt. I love everything about him. Awesome opera singer! Boo, @mrssosbourne

masterchef is a repeat. A new episode must be 9 PM. Well, u know what that mean! America's Got Talent! I haven't watch agt lately

I'm having popcorn for supper. I hate to cook. Mike normally cook for us. Since he's out of commission, thanx to alcohol, I must cook

I paid the rent this evening for next month. The rent went up to $227 from $220. The rent increase is every september

I'm watching Good Times on Antenna TV. Personality, I need more Good Times in my life. Please no more drama! Dyno-MITE!

I deleted the boss message. I won't tell Mike about his new job! http://t.co/vyxLaEgn

I will delete the message & send the NEW boss an email that Mike won't be able to work, thanx to his excessive alcohol problem

Mike didn't know he supposed to start his NEW job @ 2 PM yesterday. wasted alcoholic http://t.co/ELlGbIp4

Where that leaves Mike? He's in alcohol withdrawals and, perhaps, I laid unconscious on the floor. No one could help either of us.

I really need help w/ Mike. Last night, I fell down & landed on the TV stand face first. I could have busted my head wide opened.

All Mike's family is doing is searching for a rehab center. That's it. I'm not badmouthing. It's NOT enough. I need help w/ Mike

It's taking a toll on me - mentally & physically. Like I said, I can't do it all by myself. Mike's family have NOT offer to help w/ him

It's frustrating when no one in Mike's family want to help me at my place. I can't do it alone. It's too much to take. babysitting

I found shemales to be fascinating. There I said it. I'm proud to admit it.

Public message - Now, kids! U know the dangers of alcohol. It's no fun! Please get all your friends to follow me on twitter

Pubic message - Now, kids! U know the dangers of alcohol. It's no fun! Please get all your friends to follow me on twitter

I hoped Mike sleep for a long time. It's peaceful and quite. Mike, please don't disturb it. Or Mama said "knock u out!"

Some people are bound to repeat their history forever. They haven't learn the first time, second time, etc. What a vicious cycle!

There's nothing like lucyball to get u out of a bad situation. U will always get a smile & laugher every time. The Lucy Show on metv

Good night. Sweet dreams. I'm getting tired. I already know I won't get a full night sleep. Mike will wake me up during the night.

cle starts to sober up. As bad as it sounds you need to kick him out and have a restraining order. All we are doing is contributing to his needs. I know

we love him to much to see him struggle or see him out in the streets but its more painful to see him put himself in the predicament he is in.

Im sorry Kaz for having you go through this. You're such a great friend to my uncle and my uncle takes advantage of your kindness! Let me know when my un

Mike took isopropyl alcohol from the restroom & put it on the kitchen counter. I hoped he didn't drink any. Very dangerous

I'm few minutes late on my HIV medication for tonight. Mike haven't take his lately. His life is down the sewer again. atripla

It looks like another sleepless night tonight. Three nights in a row. There goes my beauty sleep again. I'm very sleep deprived

Mike doesn't have his bus ID & glasses any more. The hospital didn't have them when we went yesterday. I won't buy him more glasses

Mike hurt himself badly. There is blood in the restroom. I looked at his feet. The tiny toe on the left foot is bad.

What I'm facing. What Mike is facing. What we're facing together or separately. It's the real thing. Not acting, our reality & truth

mike is going through alcohol withdrawals right now. It will last 3 days. I think mike won't go to class this week. alcoholic

Mike missed both classes this morning. If he miss 3 days in a row; they will kick him out & place him on the waiting list

Mike was about to leave my apartment in his underwear. For sure, it will be a strike against me. I'm responsible for the guests

I did the right thing to delete the message. Any restaurant will thank me. No boss will hire an out of control alcoholic. That's Mike

Yes, guys. I deleted the message from the restaurant on Sunset Blvd. No new job. Mike's drinking is out of control. alcoholic

Restaurant offered Mike a job. I deleted the message. He won't hold down a job. http://t.co/sYcEiGWo

4:24 AM I'm going back to bed. I'm too damn tired. Did I tell u? Another sleepless night. I was NOT wrong. Please pray for Mike.

Sleep interruption #2

Sleep interruption #1 - mike want to know what happen to his glasses

I better sleep now before Mike interrupts my beauty sleep throughout the night. I'm sleep deprived as late. Good night. Sweet dreams

For the first time ever, a drunken broken record! Who knew!?! http://t.co/9zEYjlX0

warning - never ever mix medication & alcohol together. It's a dangerous deadly combination. It could lead to YOUR death

HIV warning - mike is skipping his medication for a while now, thanx to his aggressive drinking. He should take it every day. AIDS

I must throw the broken record on the ground, just like Brian & Stewie destroyed Peter's record w/ a bat on family guy. birdistheword