U can beat me to death. I won't reveal any deathly secrets. It won't matter at all. I will be dead & long gone from earth. RIP

Mike is back w/ no bag. Lucy didn't have his stuff. He's crying again. He won't receive any sympathy from me. He wished he was dead

I have a feeling that I will be dead soon. I'm in too much pain lately. I won't make it next year. My body can't take it any more