Sunday, August 26, 2012

Mike will not shut up. He's giving me a big headache. He kept on saying "baby, please." I should throw the broken record in the trash
This drunken weekend had mentally & physically worn me out. It's too much handle for this HIV dude. I can't take it any more
Mike had a phone message. He got a job offer from a restaurant on Sunset Blvd. Hooray! My mistake. Not hooray! The job won't last
Home sweet home. No, make that home hell home. That's more like it.
Late lunch at Wendys. I haven't eat there in a long time. I always go to McDonalds.
Success! Mike was at Hollywood Presbyterian Medical Center yesterday. He got all his stuff back. I knew Mike use his OTHER last name.
Mike was not at Kaiser. We are checking the other hospital around the block
I wanted to stay home today. Oh well. I can't trust Mike any more. The things I do for my friends
I'm on the bus w/ Mike. I thought we can get a day pass on the bus. We need a tap card. She let Mike to ride the bus for free. mta
Dustin Hoffman beat up a Latino guy for messing with the family business. He mean business! He will kick your ass too. LOL
Never talk to a damn alcoholic. They won't hear a single word u said. Wait until they are sober. Then, let them have it w/ the gun
Sometimes, we must learn the hard way in order to get more out of life to be a better person. Everything we do is a learning experience
The bloody something almost made me to throw up. It was that gross. U wouldn't want to see the gross out picture either! U will barf
I found something bloody by the toilet in the restroom. Mike must go back to the hospital again. I wished he stay there too!
U heard me right. mike won't get any sympathy from me. He deserve much worst. I'm not being a heartless bastard. I saw it many times
"did u left the bag at the hospital?" I asked. He doesn't remember what hospital. "Call the cell phone," he said. "u didn't take it."
Mike is back w/ no bag. Lucy didn't have his stuff. He's crying again. He won't receive any sympathy from me. He wished he was dead
RT @RuPaul: Happiness is wanting what U already have. @scareykatt my happiness is NOT wanting what I already have. LOL alcoholic
I doubt his stuff is at Lucy. One time, a guy called. He found MY cell phone that Mike lost at Lucy. I run down & thank for finding it
By the way, good morning! I had another sleepless night. Why? Read the previous posts to find out. LOL
I'm NOT surprised he lost everything. He lost his stuff many times before, just like the times he was in the hospital for his drinking
Mike went to Lucy's Laundromat. He believed he left his bag there. I don't think so. Then again. It's open 24/7
"would u open the door for me?" mike asked. "why?" I answered. Mike started to cry. "okay. I will open the door." Mike left to look around.
5:25 AM mike woke up. He is mad with himself for losing his stuff. He want to search for his stuff right now. I won't help him.
Short video of Mike's pity party. This is the life of an alcoholic http://t.co/H6hREqyw
Short video of Mike's restroom pity party. He's crying. This is the life of an alcoholic Mike http://t.co/pqeYe3HD
Mike had his own pity party. He's crying in the restroom. This is the life of an alcoholic http://t.co/XjlZsiWE
Mike had his very own pity party. He was crying in the restroom. This is the life of an alcoholic http://t.co/LQkbMOMo
Mike had his very own pity party. He was crying in the restroom. This is the life of a fucking alcoholic http://t.co/LQkbMOMo
Mike was in the hospital again. Also, he lost everything during his drinking rampage. Glasses, bag, wallet, ID, bus pass & money
Mike arrived few minutes ago. He woke me up. Like the stupid fool I am, I let Mike into my apartment. Why? He screamed my name loudly

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Quote - The past is repeating itself. Maybe, someone didn't learn the lesson. Therefore, they must repeat it until they get it right.
WhatHurtsMeTheMost I'm the most pathetic loser in love that I'm always second to mike, whose true & only love is alcohol!
There must be another way to get out of the bad situation I'm in. It went on long enough. suicide sounds reasonable, perhaps.
It's too bad I already ate breakfast. I had coco puffs. I can eat the subway for lunch. I'm not that hungry right now.
Mike finally showed up at 6:20 AM. He kept on knocking on the door. I hoped he go away. I won't open the door. Just call me. alcoholic

Friday, August 24, 2012

Good night. Sweet dreams. I hoped Mike doesn't show up during the night. I won't open the damn door. He made HIS choice - alcohol
Burning up in the oven. Sweating like a piggy. Oink. Oink.
Mike doesn't care about his life, my life or his family. He's fooling himself. He is on the path to destruction AGAIN! alcoholic
Once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic! That's Mike for u! alcoholic
Once again, Mike showed up drunk. He passed out on my couch. Seriously, I can NOT go through this again. I'm in bad health. AIDS
I'm not being homophobia. I'm telling u how it was in my youth long time ago. I wanted to wear pink; mom said no. LOL
Good morning, everyone! I woke up too damn early today. 5 AM. Once I'm awake, I'm wide awake. Who want the disgusting early worm?

Thursday, August 23, 2012

I watched an old episode on The Twilight Zone on metv with the future Lost In Space star, Bill Mumy. I think the episode was LIVE
I'm bad at keeping track of things. I don't remember which one I can't use. My memory is shock to hell. It's that bad! I'm forgetful
Mike brought me a nice surprise. Chinese food. Shrimp fried rice & thai tea. It was delicious, like always. I only ate half of it.
Mike called from 7/11 near by my apartment in Hollywood. Hopefully, he will be here shortly.
I'm kinda mad. Mike should have call earlier. He waited until the last minute. I was worried. I haven't hear from him since this morning
Mike called. He visited his sister in pasadena. He thought I will be mad. Why? He can visit them any time. He don't need my permission
I watched the LIVE streaming of big brother 14 on the web. The double eviction was pretty awesome! Two more hours until bb14
Whenever I sign up for a web site, some want EIGHT digit password. That majorly sucks. I normally use SIX for my password. I like using SIX!
There are some things I won't do whether it's illegal or not. I won't go down that crooked road for anyone at all.
Playing green day on angry birds. Love this version
Another boring day. Everyone have lifes, but me. I must be doing something wrong. What? I don't know.
Oh, how much I hate Victor. I wished he will never go home. I hoped someone kill him. I won't have to see his ugly face any more.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Mike snuck behind me. I hit Mike in the right eye. He have a black eye. Oh well. That's what he get. blackeye
Mike want to pay someone for a fake social security card with his real number. I mentioned I won't give him the money. It's illegal
My doctor, Jeannie, is sick today. She won't be coming in. I hoped she get better. I like Jeannie very much. She's a great doctor
My phone will die soon. Oh, no! I can't live without it. I will die. Yes, die. Someone alert the media. It's killing me now. Killing me!
My doctor appointment was cancelled again. It was today at 11:15 AM. The new one is at 3:15 PM on October 15, 2012. jeannie
I'm taking a worst beating. I felt like I'm on the last legs. My body can't take the abuse. Pretty soon, pack up and go home.

Friday, August 10, 2012

U gotta to wear shades
The moon is big enough to blind u
Except the biggest moon u will ever see as long I bend over
U won't be able to see anything below
For sure, it will be okay to walk in the nude in public
Then again, I need to gain more weight
I could be Peter Griffin in the flesh
It won't be a pretty sight unless u love Family Guy
I will be in the nude for all the world to see
Soon, I will have no clothes to wear
I have lots of loads to wash
The dirty clothes are piling up each day
I won't wash the clothes at all.
Too hot to do anything today.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Another hot day in Hollywood. I won't go out for anything unless there's a fire. Then again, I will burn to death either way

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

I'm glad I have the same doctor from years ago. I like her very much. She remembered me. I haven't been there since 2002
A guy called. I peaked through the window. It's a stranger I have never saw before. I don't pick up the phone unless I know them.
I have a doctor appointment at 2 PM. I'm going to leave early about noon. I will make it on time. I must bring the papers too.

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

The 704 bus driver refused to go anywhere. Someone forgot to pay the fare. It have never happened before. Some bus drivers are strict
I ate at Carl's Jr for lunch with Mike. I'm extremely stuff. I had the super star for the first time. Big Mac is better! bigmac

Monday, July 30, 2012

I'm overload w/ the drugs. It may soon give way to the other side, where I can't return from. I'm taking a beating near collapsing

Sunday, July 29, 2012

I have a feeling that I will be dead soon. I'm in too much pain lately. I won't make it next year. My body can't take it any more

Saturday, July 28, 2012

I thought bus 4 was coming. My mistake. It was bus 704. I hoped bus 4 is cold. It's too hot outside.

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Any takers?
Then, I can go to sleep
I think someone need to knock me out cold
I won't be able to fall asleep tonight
I wished I didn't take a nap this afternoon
Hell's Kitchen and Masterchef were awesome tonight!
I hate taking naps. It's to fall asleep at night.
I'm bored. I may take a nap soon. I'm getting sleepy
I always have a joy watching Archie Bunker & George Jefferson fight on All In The Family. It was funny! RIP Sherman Hemsley
I'm sick and tired of hearing about jamesholmes on the news every day. Sadly, it won't die down soon. Everyone will still be talking.
I hate this statement - It's God's plan. It rubs me the wrong way. Was it God's plan for jamesholmes kill those people? batman

Saturday, July 21, 2012

@Hayden_Moss then, the joker must be gunning for u. What a sick joker. LOL jamesholmes theatershooting

Thursday, July 19, 2012

I did a mean trick on Mike. Thanks to me, Mike is going to be homeless. I felt great. It's a long time coming thou. Sweet revenge

Friday, July 13, 2012

I'm tired of doing nothing with my life. It's extremely boring. Life isn't full filling at all. I'm wasting my life away to nothing

Monday, July 9, 2012

Don't expect a DROP DEAD gorgeous guy.

This is Hollywood, the land of MAKE BELIEVE.

In other words, "what u see is what u get"